There
was a time when I couldn't wait to get away. Now I long every day for
the coast, for the rocks and the fog, and the rain and the mist. I long
for the moan of the foghorn, the cry of the sea gull, the call of the
snipe, and the howling, haunting roar of the North Atlantic gales. I
want to see the Northern Lights sweep across a silent winter night, and
to feel the thrill and the chill of seeing every conceivable character
come alive on that brilliant night-time canvas. To stand and stare as
the stage is set and the scenes unfold across the whole length and
breadth of the sky. To see whole pantomimes worked out in purple, blue,
green, silver, gray, and a host of colors as yet unknown. I still want
that magic. I could still have it—ON THE COAST.
I want to glide across a
glittering pond toward the black of the night beyond the pond, where
imaginary animals wait to pounce with fangs bared and claws sharpened. To feel the wind on my face as I skate and skate and
skate. Till the
frosty air makes my eyes water, and hands grow numb inside soggy woolen
mitts; and I breathe on them--hard--and try to blow warm air inside to
thaw half-frozen fingers. Till the moon slides in all her golden glory
across the sky, and I know the time is late and at home, scoldings await.
Till I finally call it a night, force sore aching feet inside sodden
boots, then trudge half-heartedly--home. But I know tomorrow night will
come and I’ll be back again. Unless there’s a sudden thaw. And
that’s not likely--ON THE COAST.
I long to watch ice bergs
glide majestically down from the North on long, lazy afternoons. When
the sun on your face feels good, and soft summer breezes lift your hair
and your spirits. To sit atop a hill and do nothing, just sit and watch
as the boats in the harbour come and go, while the fragrance of wild
flowers mingles with the tartness of juniper and the dampness of moss.
Where the tangy, salty air insist you take deep, deep breaths, while sea
gulls wheel and dip and cry overhead as they swoop low, skimming the
surface for tantalizing tidbits thrown from fully laden skiffs. To
marvel as those magnificent bergs--their blue-tinged beauty awesome and
almost impossible to comprehend--go about their business of gliding on
to who knows where. What splendors! What wonders such a day can
hold--ON THE COAST.
I long and long to wander
down lanes alive with butterflies and buttercups; to pass picket fences
gleaming with new white-washed coats, and see clothes lines dancing in
sun-kissed back yards. To watch tow-headed boys with bare feet fish from
wooden docks with shop string attached to sticks that serve as fishing
rods. And to ramble over hills and cliffs and rocks where skinned knees
never hurt for long, and discover hidden places where birds build nests
and berries grow undisturbed. To walk again through ghost coves where
ruins of forgotten houses and forgotten people still remain; to hear--often--their
tears and fears and unanswered prayers mingle and float gently on the
silken strands of summer--ON THE COAST.
"On The
Coast" has been previously published by Marine Life Magazine
(April 2001)