It
was a bleak day in Cairo.
Not cold,
just bleak. Overhead, dry
clouds were laden with desert dust that settled in every nook and cranny
as it drifted toward the parched ground below.
The tops of the trees I could see from my third floor apartment
were yellow. I wondered how they continued to live with smothered leaves.
Magdy, the overworked gardener, swept spring flowers, long since
withered away, off the sidewalk. Shihata, the aged bowab, leaned up
against the trunk of a tree for his afternoon snooze.
Cars
whizzed through the maze of narrow streets at breakneck speed. Honking
horns, screeching sirens, and squealing tires blended with the white noise
from the fan of the heater/air conditioning unit poked in a hole in the
wall over my desk. I stood up
to turn off the fan and looked out the window.
The balcony, cleaned by Galal just that morning, already wore a
film of fine dust.
Across
the street, a cow tied to a tree awaiting her slaughter for the coming
feast shrieked indignantly. On the street below, a woman dressed in a
dirty black galabeya hollered Arabic commands to her children, who were
helping her move a small herd of sheep to the grassy traffic circle about
a block away. Some of those
mangy sheep would undoubtedly soon become a part of some family's holiday
feast, marking the end of Ramadan. A single goat brought up the rear of
the pack.
On
the traffic circle at the opposite end of the block, a taxi driver laid on
his horn while he leaned out the window to curse two little boys driving a
donkey cart, tipped precariously sideways and loaded with cast-off goods
retrieved from dumpsters. A cop, his ill-fitting uniform dusty and worn,
stood in the middle of the road in flip-flops re-routing traffic while
other officers tried to push the police vehicle that had stalled in the
middle of the bridge just beyond.
Underneath
the bridge, I knew, were hastily constructed markets, some under faded
umbrellas, where poor but cheerful vendors sat all day to hawk
questionable goods. I
shuddered, dreading my daily trip to buy bread and fresh vegetables.
The sites and sounds of Cairo,
which I'd found fascinating the first couple of
months, had grown wearisome in the three years that had crept by so
slowly. I wondered if the next
two years would seem as endless.
My
computer, whirring and groaning to automatically save my unfinished story
of home, drew my attention. Home,
the place I could only write about, was thousands of miles away.
Sighing, I sat back down in my chair to complete my epistle of
yearning.